This is the last Christmas my husband and I will have as just the two of us. Next Christmas there will be a 3-4 month old with us.

Next year we will have a tree, because right now, with it just being the two of us, we can’t justify going through the pain in the butt things of decorating and having to take it down.

But next year, we’ll have someone with us, and family with us to celebrate.

I’m both scared and excited for this.